With the release of the group LeSserafim's documentary, Sakura shared her honest feelings after her debut.
On the 29th, five LeSserafim documentaries were posted on the YouTube channel HYBE LABELS. First, in the third part of the documentary, Sakura showed tears.
"I feel like I'm constantly fighting with another person inside me. I feel like I have to keep doing well, I have to keep looking good, I have to keep being good, and I'm so scared to stop. I'm scared to stop," she confessed.
"I want to do better and better. I'm afraid that if I don't do better here, I'll miss my fans. I watched the comeback show in the cinema with my fans, and I was disappointed with myself because I couldn't see the things I did well in practice. I thought I had to work harder. When I saw it properly, I felt upset and sorry. I think that was the biggest emotion. It was very hard to stand in front of my fans like this, wanting to cry but having to smile," she said.
Sakura also said, "I don't know why I chose idol. I don't think it was the wrong choice, but I thought about whether it was the best job for me. When I make mistakes or feel limited, I sometimes think that if I didn't have to be an idol, people who are better at it could have done it."
In the fifth part of the documentary, Sakura says, "When I made my debut, I thought that everything was just a matter of hard work, and that if I worked hard every day, it would all work out. Nowadays, I feel a bit aimless because I'm constantly busy," she said.
"I want to have a dream so big that no one thinks it's possible, and even if it can't come true even if I work hard until the end, I think it's a happy and treasured time just knowing that the members worked hard with such a dream," he said.
Meanwhile, LeSserafim's documentary covers a year's worth of time from their year-end stage practice in 2022 to the release of their third mini album, "EASY," in 2024. LeSserafim is set to make a comeback later next month.